Load

Ain't My Bitch

Outta my way, outta my day

Outta your mind and into mine

Into no one, into not one

Into your step but outta time

Head strong, what's wrong

I've already heard this song

Before... you arrived

But now it's time to kiss your ass good-bye

Draggin me down, why you around

So useless

It ain't my fall, it ain't my call

It ain't my bitch

 

It ain't my bitch

Down on the sun, down and no fun

Down and out, where the hell ya been

Damn it all down, damn it unbound

Damn it all down to hell again

Stand tall, can't fall

Never even bend at all

Before... you arrived

But now it's time to kiss your ass good-bye

Draggin me down, why you around

So useless

It ain't my fall, it ain't my call

It ain't my bitch

 

Outta my way, outta my day

Outta your mind and into mine

Into no one, into not one

Into your step but outta time

Head strong, what's wrong

I've already heard this song

Before... you arrived

But now it's time to kiss your ass good-bye

But now it's time to kiss your ass good-bye

Draggin me down, why you around

So useless

It ain't my fall, it ain't my call

It ain't my bitch

No way but down, why you around?

No foolin'

It ain't my smile, it ain't my style

It ain't my bitch

Ain't mine, your kind

Your steepin' outta time

Ain't mine, your kind

Your steppin' outta time

Draggin me down, why you around?

No foolin'

It ain't my fall, it ain't my call

It ain't my...

Bitch... you ain't mine

 

2 X 4

I'm gonna make you, shake you, take you

I'm gonna be the one who breaks you

Put the screws to ya my way

Hey, come on come on, come, make my day

…make my day

Got some hell at pay, I steal your thunder

The joy of violent movements pulls you under

Bite the bullet well hard

Yeah, but I die harder, so go too far

Friction, fusion

Retribution

I can't hear ya talk ta me

I can't hear ya so talk ta me

I can't hear ya are you talkin' ta me?

I can't hear ya are you talkin' ta me?

I can't hear ya time ta meet my lord

I can't hear ya talk ta 2x4

 

I'm gonna make you, shake you, take you

I'm gonna be the one who breaks you

Put the screws to ya my way

Hey, come on come on, come, make and my day

… make my day

Friction, fusion

Retributrion

I can't hear ya talk ta me

I can't hear ya so talk to me

I can't hear ya are you talkin' ta me?

I can't hear ya are you talking ta me?

I can't hear ya time ta meet my lord

I can't hear ya talk ta 2x4

 

The House Jack Built

Open door so I walk inside

Close my eyes, find my place to hide

And I shake as I take it in

Let the show begin

 

Open my eyes just to have them closed again

Well on my way, but on my way to where I've been

It follows me as it takes me in its fog

I twist away as I give this world the nod

Open door so I walk inside

Close my eyes, find my place to hide

And I shake as I take it in

Let the show begin

 

Open my eyes just to have them closed once again

Don't want control

As it takes me down and down and down again

Is that the moon

Or just a light that lights this dead end street

Is that you there

Or just another demon that I meet

The higher you walk, the farther you fall

The longer the walk, the farther you crawl

My body, my temple, this temple it tilts

Step into the house that Jack built

 

The higher you walk, the farther you fall

The longer the walk, the farther you crawl

My body, my temple, this temple it tilts

Step into the house that Jack built

 

Open door as I walk inside

Swallow me so the pain subsides

And I shake as I take this in

Let the show begin

Let the show begin

The higher you walk, the farther you fall

The longer the walk, the farther you crawl

My body, my temple, this temple it tilts

The higher you walk, the farther you fall

The longer the walk, the farther you crawl

My body, my temple, this temple it tilts

As I am… I am! I am!

Open my eyes

It swallows me

Is that you there

I twist away

 

Until It Sleeps

Where do I take this pain of mine?

I run but it stays right by my side

So tear me open, pour me out

There's things inside that scream and shout

And the pain still hates me

So hold me, until it sleeps

 

Just like the curse, just like the stray

You feed it once and now it stays

Now it stays

So tear me open but beware

There's things inside without a care

And the dirt still stains me

So wash me until I'm clean

It grips you, so hold me

It stains you, so hold me

It hates you, so hold me

It holds you, so hold me...

Until it sleeps, until it sleeps, until it sleeps

So tell me why you've chosen me

Don't want your grip, don't want your greed

Don't want it

I'll tear you open, make you gone

No more can you hurt anyone

And the fear still shakes me

So hold me, until it sleeps

It grips you, so hold me

It stains you, so hold me

It hates you, so hold me

It holds you, holds you, holds you

Until it sleeps, until it sleeps, until it sleeps, until it sleeps

 

I don't want it, want it, want it, want it, want it, no!

So tear me open but beware

There's things inside without a care

And the dirt still stains me

So wash me 'til clean

I'll tear me open, make you gone

No longer will you hurt anyone

And the hate still shakes me

So hold me, until it sleeps

Until it sleeps

Until it sleeps

 

King Nothing

Wish I may, wish I might, have this wish tonight

Are you satisfied?

Dig for gold, dig for fame, you dig to make your name

Are you pacified?

All the wants you waste

All the things you've chased

And it all crashes down

And you break your crown

And you point your finger

But there's no one around

Just want one thing

Just to play the king

But the castle's crumbled

And you've left with just a name

Where's your crown King nothing?

 

Hard and cold, bought and sold, a heart hard as gold

Are you satisfied?

Wish I may, wish I might, you wish your life away

Are you pascified?

All the wants you waste

All the things you've chased

And it all crashes down

And you break your crown

And you point your finger

But there's no one around

Where's your crown King Nothing?

 

I wish I may, I wish I might, have this wish I wish tonight

I want that star, I want it now

I want it all and I don't care how

Careful what you wish

Careful what you say

Careful what you wish

You may regret it

Careful what you wish

You just might get it

Then it all crashes down

And you break your crown

And you point your finger

But there's no one around

Just want one thing

Just to play the king

But the castle's crumbled

And you've left with just a name

Where's your crown King nothing?

Off to never never land

 

Hero of the Day

Mama they try and break me

The window burns to light the way back home

A light that warms no matter where they've gone

They're off to find the hero of the day

But what if they should fall by someone's wicked way

Still the window burns

Time so slowly turns

And someone there is sighing

Keepers of the flames

Do ya feel your name?

Can't you hear your babies crying?

 

Mama they try and break me

Still they try and break me

 

'Scuze me while I tend to how I feel

These things return to me that still seem real

Now deservingly this easy chair

But the rocking stopped by wheels of despair

 

Don't want your aid

But the fist I've made

For years can't hold or feel

No, I'm not all me

So please excuse me

While I tend to how I feel

 

But now the dreams and waking screams

That ever last the night

So build the wall, behind the crawl

And hide until it's light

So can you hear your babies cryin' now?

 

Still the window burns

Time so slowly turns

And someone there is sighing

Keepers of the flames

Do ya feel your name?

Can't you hear your babies crying?

 

But now the dreams and waking screams

That ever last the night

So build the wall, behind the crawl

And hide until it's light

So can't you hear your babies cryin' now?

Mama they try and break me

Mama they try and break me

Mama they try and break me

Mama they try

Mama they try

Mama they try and break me

Mama they try and break me

Mama they try and break me

Mama they try

Mama they try

 

Bleeding Me

I'm diggin' my way

I'm diggin' my way to something

I'm diggin' my way to somethin' better

I'm pushin' my stay

I'm pushin' my stay to something

I'm pushin' my stay to something better

 

I'm sowing the seeds

I'm sowing the seeds I've taken

I'm sowing the seeds I take for granted

This thorn in my side

This thorn in my side is from the tree

This thorn in my side is from the tree I've planted

It tears me and I bleed

… and I bleed

 

Caught under wheels roll

I take the leech I'm bleeding me

Can't stop to save my soul

I take the leash that's leading me

I'm bleeding me

I can't take it

Caught under wheel's roll

The bleeding of me

 

Caught under wheels roll

I take the leech I'm bleeding me

Can't stop to save my soul

I take the leash that's leading me

I'm bleeding me I can't take it

Caught under wheel's roll

The bleeding of me

 

I am the beast that feeds the beast

I am the blood, I am release

Come make me pure

Bleed me a cure

I'm caught under

Caught under wheels roll

I take the leech I'm bleeding me

Can't stop to save my soul

I take the leash that's leading me

I'm bleeding me I can't take it

I can't take it, I can't take it

Caught under wheel's roll

The bleeding of me

 

I'm diggin' my way

I'm diggin' my way to something

I'm diggin' my way to somethin' better

I'm pushin' my stay

I'm pushin' my stay to something

I'm pushin' my stay to something better

 

Cure

The man takes another bullet

He keeps them all within

He must seek, no matter how it hurts

So don't fool again

He thinks the answer is cold and in his hand

He takes his medicine

The man takes another bullet

He's been fooled again

Uncross your arms, take and throw to the cure, say...

I do believe

Uncross your arms now

Take 'em to it, say...

I do believe

Yeah, I do believe

 

The lies tempt her and she follows

Again she lets him in

She must believe to fill the hollow

She's been fooled again

Uncross your arms, take and throw to the cure, say...

I do believe

Uncross your arms now

Take 'em to it, say...

I do believe

Yeah, I do believe

 

Betting on the cure

Cause it must get better than this

Betting on the cure

Yeah everyone's got to have the sickness

'Cause everyone seems to need the cure

Precious cure

 

Betting on the cure

Cause it must get better than this

Betting on the cure

Yeah everyone's got to have the sickness

'Cause everyone seems to need the cure

Yeah, precious cure

I do believe

I do believe

I do believe

I do believe, I do believe

I do believe, I do believe

I do believe, I do believe

I do believe, I do believe

I do believe, I do believe

I do believe, I do believe

I do believe, I do believe, I do believe

Betting on the cure

Yeah, it must be better than this

Need to feel secure

Yeah, it's gonna better than this

It must be better than this

Betting on the cure

Yeah, everyone's got to have the sickness

'Cause everyone seems to need the cure

I do believe, I do believe

 

Poor Twisted Me

Oh poor twisted me

Oh poor twisted me

I feast on sympathy

I chew on suffer

I chew on agony

Swallow whole the pain

Oh it's too good to be

That all this misery

Is just for oh poor twisted me

 

Poor mistreated me

Poor mistreated me

Drown without a sea

Lung fills with sorrow, lungs fill with misery

Inhaling the deep dark blue

Oh woah is me

Such a burden to be

The poor mistreated me

 

To finally reach the shore survive the storm

Now you're bare and cold the sea was warm

So warm, you bathe your soul again

 

To finally reach the shore survive the storm

Now you're bare and cold the sea was warm

So warm, you bathe your soul again

Good to feel my friend

Oh woah is me

Such a burden to be

Oh poor twisted me

Yeah poor twisted me

 

Wasting My Hate

Good day, how do

And I send a smile to you

Don't waste, waste your breath

And I won't waste my hate on you

 

Ain't gonna waste my hate

Ain't gonna waste my hate on you

I think I'll keep it for myself

Ain't gonna give no more

Ain't got the time to help you score

I think it's time ya pleased yourself

…yourself

 

Good day, how do

And I send a smile to you

Don't waste, waste your breath

And I won't waste my hate on you

 

Think you're worthy now

Think enough to even raise the brow

And to laugh and tip that two pronged crown

I see my hands, I see my feet

Feel that blood that pumps in beat

But where the hell's my mind goin' now?

…goin' now

Good day, how do

And I send a smile to you

Don't waste, waste your breath

And I won't waste my hate on you

Waste my hate

Think I'm keep it for myself

Hey!

 

Ain't gonna waste my hate

But I'm so greedy when they say

Better to give than to receive

Ain't gonna waste my hate

No, no ain't got time to waste my hate on you

I think I'm gonna keep it all for myself

Good day, how do

And I send a smile to you

Don't waste, waste your breath

And I won't waste my hate on you

Hate

 

Mama Said

Mama she has taught me well

Told me when I was young

Son your life's an open book

Don't close it before it's done

The brightest flame burns quickest

Is what I heard they say

A son's heart's owned to mother

But I must find my way

Let my heart go

Let your son grow

Mama let my heart go

Or let this heart be still

…be still

 

Rebel my new last name

Wild blood in my veins

Apron strings around my neck

The mark that still remains

Left home at an early age

Of what I heard was wrong

I never ask forgiveness

For what I said is done

Let my heart go

Let your son grow

Mama let my heart go

Or let this heart be still

Never I ask you

But never I gave

But you gave me your emptiness

And now take to my grave

Never I ask you

But never I gave

But you gave me your emptiness

And now take to my grave

So let this heart be still

Mama now I'm coming home

I'm not all you wished of me

But a mother's love for her son

Unspoken, hear me be

Yeah I took your love for granted

And all the things you said to me

I need your arms to welcome me

But a cold stone's all I see

Let my heart go

Let your son grow

Mama let my heart go

Or let this heart be still

Let my heart go

Mama let my heart go

You never let my heart go

So let this heart be still

 

Thorn Within

Forgive me father

For I have sinned

Find me guilty of the life I feel within

And when I'm branded

This mark of shame

Should I look down disgraced

Or straight ahead

And know that you must blame

I am the secret

I am the sin

I am the guilty

And I, I am the thorn within

 

Forgive me father

For I have sinned

Find me guilty when true guilt is from within

So point your fingers

Point right at me

For I am shadows and will follow you

One and the same are we

I am the secret

I am the sin

I am the guilty

And I, I am the thorn within

I do your time

I take your fall

I'm branded guilty

For us all

 

So point your fingers

Point right at me

For I am shadows and will follow you

One and the same are we

I am the secret

I am the sin

I am the guilty

And I, I am the thorn within

 

Ronnie

Story starts, quiet town

Small town boy, big time frown

Never talks, never plays

Different path, lost his way

 

Then streets of red, red I'm afraid

No confetti, no parade

Nothing happens in this boring place

But oh my god, how that all did change

Now they all pray

Blood stains wash away

 

He said "lost my way"

This bloody day

Lost my way

I heard him, he said "lost my way"

This bloody day

Lost my way

All things wash away

But blood stained the sun red today

 

I always said, somethin' wrong

With little strange Ronnie Long

Never laughed, never smile

Talked alone, miles and miles

 

Gallow calls, son I say

Keep your smile, and laugh all day

Think once again, in this boring place

For little boys, how the soon change

Now they all pray

Blood stains wash away

 

Yeah, well all the green things die

When Ronnie go to the place

He said, "Don't you dare ask why

I'm cursed to wear this name"

 

Now we all know why children called him

Ronnie Frown

When he pulled that gun from his pocket

They'd all fall down

 

The Outlaw Torn

And now I wait my whole lifetime

For You

And now I wait my whole lifetime

For You

 

I ride the dirt, I ride the tide

For you

I search the outside, search inside

For you

 

To take back what you left me

I know I'll always burn to be

The one who seeks so i may find

And now I wait my whole lifetime

Outlaw of torn

And I'm torn

 

So on I wait my whole lifetime

For You

So on I wait my whole lifetime

For You

 

The more I search, the more my need

For you

The more I bless, the more I bleed

For you

 

You make me smash the clock and feel

I'd rather die behind the wheel

Time was never on my side

So on I wait my whole lifetime

 

Outlaw of torn

And I'm torn

Hear me

And if I close my mind in fear

Please pry it open

See me

And if my face becomes sincere

Beware

Hold me

And when I start to come undone

Stitch me together

Save me

And when you see me strut

Remind me of what left this outlaw torn